Not a liar, a loser, a cheater, a taker
Just another giver, a chooser, an emotional faker
This circle makes me conscious
Of a feeling I can't describe
Dig down and dig deep and begin trying
Something too unreachable for even you
I lost a part I can't replace
Lost my grip, just too fast paced.
Your eyes constantly searching
For an answer that's not there
Smile like you mean it
Start to pretend that you care.
Who was too late to fix a leak
To lazy mop up what was left
Of a mess we could neither correct or prevent.
I'm not a liar, a loser, a cheater, a taker
Just your average giver, chooser, emotional faker.
Your questions never give up
The snake with two heads and twice the bite
I can't tell if you see my suffering
Or if your done with my problems for one night.
I want to break free and taste your satisfaction
With the little things
I want you to forget why I'm here and be content
With my choice, a life of normalcy.